Lent day 15?

Sometimes I forget that this is our life. That we’ve lived through what we have in the next year. Sometimes it feels overwhelming. Sometimes I forget. And then other times I watch copious amounts of medical dramas and I bawl—because as much as I’ve struggled and despaired, I see vividly how heavy it is and has been for medical professionals. Not that I didn’t know. But it’s different seeing it (not sure how to explain it). ((It also makes me want to apologize to a lot of people, a lot of people who deserve it but also don’t)).